Dreamer

Finished product!

Mon, 14 Jan 2013 14:47:05 -0500

Here is my most recent finished product, this was a baby blanket made to order!! Made it a little bigger than the average baby size so the little guy has room to grow in it, instead of out grow it. I am so excited that she loved it and that my hobby can actually go to someone who will enjoy it! Now to work on the next blanket this individual ordered before finishing my rainbow blanket : )

Cutest thing ever!

Wed, 07 Mar 2012 00:30:22 -0500

Cutest thing ever!

hahaha love this!

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 15:52:48 -0500

hahaha love this!

This happens like every single night!

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 15:48:59 -0500

This happens like every single night!

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Thu, 26 Jan 2012 19:45:17 -0500

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Thu, 02 Jun 2011 16:46:21 -0400

People are classy these days! FYI: if you are sitting at a picnic table outside of a gas station...

Tue, 17 May 2011 20:38:46 -0400

People are classy these days! FYI: if you are sitting at a picnic table outside of a gas station smoking with your friends you shouldn’t be surprised when your ignored. Just so your clear I heard you and was ignoring you, believe it or not. so you coming up to me and blowing your nasty smokers breath in my face while trying to talk to me wasn’t needed! Back the hell up and go back to sitting around being ignored because girls don’t appreciate your low life, ignorant comments!

If I never fall in love again If I never touch your skin again If I never feel again this way If I...

Tue, 01 Mar 2011 20:38:54 -0500

If I never fall in love again
If I never touch your skin again
If I never feel again this way
If I never see another day
Remember me
Remember this
‘Cause one thing that will never change
Is the feeling in my heart
So broken by you

What I wish I could say to you

Sat, 19 Feb 2011 16:23:34 -0500

I had been waiting for this for so long and now that it has come and gone, it is difficult to get pass. I can’t just move on and pretend like nothing ever happened and even when I am able to move forward I will never forget. I know that this hasn’t been easy and that I am not making it any easier but I haven’t figured out how to handle this yet. I guess it is so difficult because I still don’t know what happened, I know what you said but I find it hard to believe that reasoning is enough… I truly hope that you find happiness and I wish you the best of luck on your journey but there will always be a part of me that wishes I was there beside you in everything that you go through. I hope that you understand this and know that no matter what happens I will always be here for you, no matter where life takes us you can always turn to me and know that I care and support you. I love you and that isn’t going to change.

Garth Brooks She's gonna make it

Thu, 10 Feb 2011 17:55:31 -0500

This song has gotten me through the last three weeks and now it is time to get passed it!!

She’s gonna make it

And he never will

He’s at the foot of the mountain
And she’s over that hill
He’s sinkin’ at sea
And her sails are filled
She’s gonna make it
And he never will

And you know it’s not like she’s forgot about him
She’s just dealing with the pain
And the fact that she’s survived so well without him
You know it’s driving him insane

And the crazy thing about it
Is she’d take him back
But the fool in him that walked out
Is the fool who just won’t ask

Thank you to everyone who has been there for me in the last three weeks. Whether you were a shoulder...

Thu, 10 Feb 2011 16:32:19 -0500

Thank you to everyone who has been there for me in the last three weeks. Whether you were a shoulder to cry on, a moment of laughter or words of inspiration I owe a lot to all my friends and family. It has taken me awhile to realize that I need to move on and not dwell on something that I have no control over but I understand that now. In the last three weeks I have put myself out there, meeting new people and going on new adventures. In that time I have learned that it is okay to go out and have some fun, that I love to meet new people and that I have the best friends that anyone could ask for. So thank you once again to everyone that supported me and helped me realize how good my life is.

don’t guys know they are suppose to “protect her, fight for her, kiss her, love her,...

Sun, 23 Jan 2011 21:46:22 -0500

don’t guys know they are suppose to “protect her, fight for her, kiss her, love her, hold her, laugh with her… but not make her fall, if you don’t plan to catch her”…

I really wish the guys in my life knew this because being shattered takes the fun out of life…

key to my Heart!

Wed, 12 Jan 2011 18:18:00 -0500

So many girls have this whole list of qualities and expectations that a guy must live up too and if the guy isn’t perfect then they aren’t good enough and get written off. Those same girls are the ones who tell other girls they are settling when they aren’t with the “perfect” guy. There is a definite difference in settling and being with someone who has imperfections. To settle is to be with a guy who doesn’t treat you as you should be treated and doesn’t care, or completely disregards you. For anyone who is in a relationship that isn’t settling then you are with someone who isn’t perfect. But to find love or have a relationship you have to be willing to accept the others imperfections and view them as perfectly imperfect. If you are with someone who has flaws that you can live with or that they are willing to work on in order to make your relationship work then you know you are on to something and you aren’t settling. I have no respect for anyone who ever tells me that I am settling, I have to much respect for myself to be with someone who doesn’t treat me right. It isn’t easy for me to let people into my heart because to often have I been disappointed, so those people who have made it are something special and in no way could it be considered “settling” if they have found their way into my heart. If you can look me straight in the eye and tell me that I am settling for someone I love then it is me you are looking down upon. That is you saying my feelings and heart are not important enough to make a judgment call about a person.

What girl doesn’t find it adorable when a guy sends you cute and dorky text messages randomly? Or who is willing to take his time to help you prepare craft projects for elementary school kids for the holidays? Or one who knows your adopting a needy child to buy Christmas presents for, so he adopts one too.

Everyone knows that I am not an easy person to put up with. I am moody and emotional and get frustrated easily. I am a workaholic and always take on more then I can handle, I love being stressed out but its my worst nightmare. I need to feel needed and have attention, going without attention depresses me. At the same time I have to feel like I am wanted and I need my guy to be a gentlemen but I am independent and like to things for myself. To find a guy who is willing to put up with me, who can find his way into my heart and be happy is a challenge and I am not easily made happy so how can you tell me that I am “settling”?

What is wrong with people? When will people understand that words dont mean anything unless their...

Thu, 06 Jan 2011 23:31:59 -0500

What is wrong with people? When will people understand that words dont mean anything unless their actions back them up. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! That is the only word to describe how fed up I am, why does it take so long to figure life out? Life is a Bitch and that is just the way it is, I dont know why I keep expecting anything more then failures and disappointments along the road. I shouldn’t be expecting others to bring me success or happiness because this is my own life and I am the only one who can bring success to my life and I am the only one who can make myself truly happy. Guess the sooner I get that through my head the better off I will be because this really sucks and I dont want to be like this anymore. Or maybe the people who keep saying things they dont mean will realize how much it effects others and will actually back themselves up…. but I won’t get my hopes up

tomorrow

Tue, 04 Jan 2011 18:34:36 -0500

hmm full day of classes tomorrow, followed by finishing up my RA form and getting it turned in then going the to student employment office and filling out paperwork before picking up my job app. Then filling out my FAFSA and going to the KD meeting. School has officially started again…

Dear school I am not happy with you...

Tue, 04 Jan 2011 01:07:54 -0500

This isnt a good way to start the quarter, I am missing two required textbooks thanks to late additions by the professors. I have no idea where my classes are except for my 9am class which is on the other side of campus : ( Plus yesterday I looked at my schedule compared to the group gym classes I want to go to and I can no longer go to the gym on tuesdays thank to Th 101 at 6 30 : ( My new gym days are going to by wednesday and thursday, hopefully. I guess I didn’t end last quarter to well either, since I didn’t get the GPA I wanted. Then i realized my eng prof never entered a grade for my final paper, emailed her and finally a good thing…. she is having me resend her the paper so she can correct my final grade which will mean i receive the GPA that I was hoping for : ) Hopefully this is a sign that things are going to get better. Well, until the end of the quarter that is, it will be the worst part no matter how great the quarter turns out…. dang it

I dont even know what to say! I am so sick of people, like really… are you joking. When is...

Fri, 03 Dec 2010 15:54:00 -0500

I dont even know what to say! I am so sick of people, like really… are you joking. When is this all gonna stop! it is so great finding out the people are suppose to be able to trust are the ones trying to screw you over. If you really think I am going to put up with this crap then you have it all wrong. I have been dealing with so much other crap lately, I dont need you adding to the drama. It is about time you find someone else to fuck with because I am done with this!

So relieved...

Thu, 02 Dec 2010 23:39:40 -0500

two days left of classes before I am free!! But the biggest relief was to look up my grades and see that the lowest grade I currently have is an 82%. Which means if my final English paper turns out well I will have succeed in achieving the GPA my adviser is constantly nagging me about!!

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Tue, 30 Nov 2010 19:51:01 -0500

no one tells you about the three rings… the engagement ring the wedding ring the...

Tue, 30 Nov 2010 19:48:35 -0500

no one tells you about the three rings…

the engagement ring

the wedding ring

the suffe”ring”

- that 70’s show